Wednesday, May 31, 2006
hehe so many people have posted since.. my last post.
i shall blog a normal 'bloggish' post.
today was quite fun i went to watch over the hedge (no not with the class lol).. and it's quite nice le - siqian why ya say its not nice =P. i love the baby porcupines xD went to cathay cineplex to watch.. the place is really nice, though there are only like 5 shops open atm? lol. but the place is nice anyway. the adidas there has some 'taylormade' thing which u can tailormake your shoes (and i think yr clothes too), quite interesting..
i totally jacked myself like 2-3 times today. first i slipped on a flower on the path ._. good thing nobody saw except my friends hoho but still it didnt look very nice. then we were gonna jaywalk across a road cuz there werent any cars so we started crossing even tho the red man was on... then the first car we saw was a police car ._. so i turned back while my frens walked on... and that that was super jack cuz when i got back to the other side of the road i realised that the light had turned green ._.;; oh well. my frens had a very good laugh heh heh.
(window) shopped a bit too, didnt buy anything and came back home..
anyway hope class outing will be fun! should be la. hopefully my parents allow me to stayover =P yepyep. i'm busy like this whole week, like have stuff on everyday. oh well (: holidays've been pretty alright i guess. though the onset of tests is almost always at the back of my mind =(
this is quite a mindless post compared to all that people have blogged before me but i really dont feel like blogging a thoughtful/angsty one. its tiring at times to always think like that =P heh. alrighty cya guys around yea
Tuesday, May 30, 2006
haha pw today was quite sad, almost less than half the class turned up. was quite a boring day overall, as compared to yesterday's mini class outing. after bel left, we went to the arcade to waste time (& money -_-") playing daytona, time crisis and parapara! ben seems to be quite good at parapara, and from what i gather, he should also be damn pro at ddr. haha must definitely see him dance one of these days. we then spent about an hour and a half watching an anime that yinrui brought in the foodcourt >_>; The show is called "Higurashi no naku koro ni", a suspense/thriller/horror/mystery anime that yinrui is apparently too scared of to watch alone ^^; The poems that I had previously posted on this blog were from this series. Here are some more of them. Looks quite depressing actually, but nevertheless it's food for thought \o/ (like the anime)
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The frog in the well was happy.
It wasn't interested what was outside the well.
The frog in the well was happy.
It was recluse to anything that happened outside the well.
And you were happy.
Because you didn't know what occurred outside the well.
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I was the most unfortunate.
I knew that there was no exit out of this maze.
Then, he was the next unfortunate.
He did not know that there was no exit out of this maze.
But all the rest weren't so unfortunate.
They didn't know that they were in the maze in the first place.
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hello all you hormonal teenagers.
okay maybe i shouldnt say that =P how's the hols eh.
ah you know sometimes i feel so disgusted with myself and how i let things happen when i know that i could've done something to change it. even today, i feel like i regret a few things. they may be minor in your eyes but they have significance in mine.
so well my point is that each of us should try our best and just try our hardest to pick ourselves up and of course we all can, we have such lovable classmates and schoolmates and friends and of course family (: [even if they're the problem]. and once we've picked ourselves up we have to mend the problem and when that's done we have to continue living and after that, make the right choices.
ah so you see, all u hormonal people, life's prettymuch about choices and sacrifices. i think marissa from OC said sth along the lines of "you can't hold on to one thing and keep hoping for it to happen. you have to hold on to the next best thing". or something like that.
my post is going off point i think. but my main conclusion intended at the end of this post is to live each day so you don't grow to regret it. let past mistakes be past, let's learn from them and grow from this point onward in our lives.
p.s. no i did not think about bloggin this cos i was studying econs. i havent taken out any school materials except for pw reflections hahaha.
take care folks.
ciao
Monday, May 29, 2006
seeing that no one has posted for a very long time, i'll post (:
(as a sidenote, i realise im always posting when i have to do pw.. lol)
i think we want to be heard, above lotsa things. we want to be noticed.
bah i dun feel like continuing lol.
anyway today we had mini-class outing! went kboxing and pooling (: stupid kbox is (always) a total ripoff. think we all had lotsa fun singing tho xD. and screaming lyrics out heh heh. too bad i had to leave halfway cuz had physics tuition ._. and my stupid tuition teacher dragged the lesson so i had two hours of physics x_x. bel is like half dead now. after physics i rushed home for piano lesson which was utterly depressing cuz i cannot sing the bass note T_T. oh well. i think its time to do pw. or smth. hope all the people who are sick get well yea! (:
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
First things first,
Friday, May 19, 2006
Well, no one is infallible...ever. No pressure on the other sports, haha, we probably have more golds than any other JC. Anyways 23rd May is a GOOD day! :P can make it! hahaa.
Everyone says winning doesn't matter, it's the process that counts. But that's just a lie. While the process is important, the win always holds more weight than what you've learnt from a match, no matter how beneficial it would to your next game. There will always be that regret, that feeling of insecurity and inadequacy. Whatever others say about the process to (a) cheat themselves or (b) lie to your face unconsciously, we should always go for the win! Play like you don't have another day left to live. Unless, of course, you have another match the next day, then play smart. Hehe. Just rambling... I am guilty of not acting along the same line as my thoughts... But we can all try to make a difference! Like the Elvis song goes~ A little less conversation, a little more action!
It seems to me that if you or I must choose between two courses of thought or action, we should remember our dying and try so to live that our death brings no pleasure on the world. --John Steinbeck
i'm bored. haha. should be doing work~ whee. randomness rox. and i supposedly have MPD. xD
Thursday, May 18, 2006
yes, the rugby match referee damn kayu la. what the hell, pissifying. can't believe such an idiotic thing could happen. referee ex-SA boy, linesmen all from SA. can u believe that?!
but heard that nearing the end, rj send in all the j1 players, who are supposedly not as good as their seniors, tt's why they couldn't maintain their lead... hmmmmmm, whatever it is, a lot of ruggers cried after they lost, sad thing that rj lost quite a few golds in sports already. pressure's on all the other sports to win... >.<
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
Rugby finals.
We lost 10-15 to SAJC today. Bleh.
Heard that the referee was really biased. There was one try disallowed. Then for the last try SA had, they were awarded 3 penalties in a row.
Then in the game, SA ppl kept elbowing our players. Then one RJ player elbowed back, got yellow card and sent off.
It was quite disappointing. But at least our cheering was better.
Cheap thrill.
It was a bit embarrassing for so many people to go down to support and then they lost. For both the players and supporters.
But at least we lost with dignity.
Realised that Raffles is not infallible after all.
That's rather... depressing sobering.
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
Sheesh i should be doing proper stuff now but decided to blog...i think i should get my priorities right man... Oh yar anyone watches "so u think u can dance"? Snow got voted out...so sad :(
she was such a zai dancer...
Anyway here's a song to make everyone feel happy? i dun know how u wanna feel about it but it's very nice!! Btw maths assignment due tmr k?
IF
If a picture paints a thousand words,
then why I can't paint you?
The words will never show
the you I've some to know.
if a face could launce a thousand ships,
then where am I to go?
There's no one home but you,
You're all that's left me too.
And when my love for life is running dry,
you come and pour yourself on me.
If a man could be two places at one time,
I'd be with you.
Tommorrow and today,
beside you all the way.
If the world should stop revolving spinning slowly down to die,
I'd spend the end with you.
And when the world was through,
Then one by one the stars would all go out,
and you and I would simply fly away
Anyway here are some advertisements from Raffles ODAC!!!
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tt's all for now
cheers
gerard
Monday, May 15, 2006
wow, i've noticed that the intellectual level of the posts here are getting higher and higher. well, that is, until i created this post...haha. anyways, i think this is real cool, providing an avenue for pple to discuss philosophies that, when brought up in the canteen over lunch or wotever, cause losses of appetites and others remarking that the person is trying to act cheem. sooo, i feel that this is so much more effective than GP debates LAH, seriously.
anyways, tennis finals at kallang on 23 may, rmb to drop by if u live nearby, u are bored, or you're just retarded and hv nth better to do. semis are tmr (tues), against ACJC, which is quite a tough opponent. sooo, magdalene, u better not be a traitor and root for the acsians..::long live TENNIS::.
i used to think that the best thing you could do for someone would be to break down the barriers between him and others/you/the world. i've come to realise, though, that when people hide from you, when they avoid questions, when they dont wanna tell you stuff... sometimes it's better to let them hide. what good would it be for you to get an answer they dont wanna say? to know the truth they dont want you to know? to see a part of them they want to keep under wraps? i guess acceptance means, beyond accepting someone for who he is, accepting someone for who he shows you. for the sides he shows you and the sides he doesnt.
sometimes its better to let them hide. sometimes, perhaps all we should do is pray, for our human hands tend to hurt when we try to heal, whereas God's hands are ever gentle and loving.
Sunday, May 14, 2006
haha i know my title rocks. ya but everytime i read everything everyone has written, it just spurs me on to write! haha. our blog is getting spammed (: im waiting for james to finish his part of pw (gpp) so i can do it, and im sorta doing math assignment too but who cares i'll blog (:
i realise, thro seeing people more thro this blog, i like our class. not that i didnt already like it, but i like it. for its diversity. that people do voice out what they mean, what they think, what's important to them, what they're looking out for etc. and i guess everyone in class in kinda different (like duh). but i like reading what you people write anyway (:
so how's everyone? i dun think anyone would be reading the blog till... pw ^^ but well my weekend was kinda alright most of it was spent on my fren carol cuz it was her bday so we had to buy her present and go for her party and dunk her (thrice!) in the pool ^^
to say my bit about gossipping, haha ya i agree with juline that its not good.. even tho you kno that all you're getting is one side of the story, it still reveals something about the people involved. something that they might not want to show you and something that will almost definitely change the way you look at them and your relationship with them. i cant say i dont gossip but im trying ^^. haha.
xinrui you used to go for concerts at vch often? i didnt know :o
anyway i love playing bball. it. is. super. nostalgic. in pri school we used to play it every recess with the ppl in class (and the next class) and then when the bell rung we would rush to the canteen and buy a piece of watermelon then go for class. haha. yup i love playing bball we should play it like every pe lesson xD.
urmms.. got nothing much to update people. and well. gerard i havent been backstabbed i think. (ya i havent lol). and i guess when/if it happens, at the end of the day it all boils down to how precious that person is to you. and if that person's precious enough, you'll find yourself trusting him/her again. it doesnt matter what happened, just that you know you want to trust him/her. i guess.
Backstabbing is bad, really bad. It's very mean and hurtful and most importantly, its cowardly behaviour. I mean, stab also must stab in front, where the face heart is, with a spoon or a fork or something not-so-sharp so that it'll hurt more.
Backstabbing is just... such a roudabout way of hurting people, like beating around bush, when you feel like giving a slap and WILL YOU JUST GET TO THE BLOODY POINT?!
yeah... something like that.
School starting again. Too soon. Have an early night, everyone!
Hi everyone,
I know the title of my post sounds weird. But just something to think about. What would you do and how would you react if a good friend, while saying he/she would not do something, yet does something that effectively backstabs you? What would your feelings be? Would you feel betrayed, sad, disappointed? Would you sever ties with that friend?
In case any of you are wondering, no this scenario has not happened to me so relax. Or rather not yet, no saying when somebody decides to backstab me. Anyway the inspiration of this post came from a book I read titled 'Paranoia'. Think about it and have a nice day!
Cheers :)
Gerard
Friday, May 12, 2006
sigh ok lah, gossiping MAY be fun at CERTAIN times. but really, it's hurtful. it can DESTROY friendships, PEVERSIFY bonds, INFEST..er.. whatever. i'm losing my touch see, no more flair and flourish, not like yinrui eh... (seriously yinrui, PLEASE please please join my lit class! spankingly awesome post!) ahh.
ANYWAYS, chill doods. cos it's vesak day! to all the buddhists out there, good day, i hope to join your ranks someday, maybe when i've decided to give up beef. lol, just kidding. except for the part about becoming buddhist.
forgive me, i digress. have a fun (lousy) 3-day "holiday". dunno why they call it a holiday. what's the point. well, have fun going thru that GIGANTONORMOUS pile of hw festering under your bed. before they spawn nightmarish spectres of pale, ghastly lecturers and tutors that relentlessly hound you till your demise.
haha yayyy the template's finally fixed again! (: whoever tampered with it the last time, 'fess up. and don't ruin the template anymore.
anyway today's a holiday! (: try to relax yah? even though we have stuff like gpp due. but yup at least it's a break from school la. and at least most tests and spas are over. only have GP commontests like at the end of the month or something.
yea ok. take care and have fun (:
From my friend's LJ:
Win·dows
Noun.
A thirty-two bit extension and graphical shell to a sixteen-bit patch to an eight-bit operating system originally coded for a four-bit microprocessor which was written by a two-bit company that can't stand one bit of competition.
-LW
Also in the news on 3rd April 2006, cockroaches live in a democracy.
i find myself listening to Josh Groban while attempting to do doing GPP, or what i can of it... lamenting the lack of emoticons in blogger still -.-
juz wondering how long it would take for close friends to drift apart...
choir concert was entertaining ^^ the alumni was pro, and i enjoyed, besides alumni and some Punch performance, a grand total of 3 songs. oh well, at least horizons were broadened. haha and i heard good comments about Harmoc concert! Keep it up peng2! And all other performances seemed to generate popular response :) so everyone jiayou! haha.
to sp3, our v own class political party-in-the-making: i refuse to comment on your site xP so i'm weird, sue me when you have a lawyer in the party, but for that you need to ace your GP! ^^ ( unwanted gppromo on bel's behalf. lolx) and plx use grammar and spell check! haha :X so im evil... anyways, you could consider using sp3 hybridisation diagrams (adapted) as your party logo! haha so cool, connect with the youth. Seriously, i've nv been as politically 'active' before -.- even if it's passive-sidelines-sort-of-activity. haha!
IHC WEEK. yes it's around the corner, but i'm not sure when. i hope i'm mistaken and it's immediately after CT week and not clashing with it, coz that would be screwy. and who says BB will win? X) The higher you climb, the harder you fall! haha and BB won last year, so there should be a turnover 2006/7! nyehh.
Everyone sleep earlier and rest well! :) oh and yes, physics spa nv existed. or so we all hope. snigger.
Thursday, May 11, 2006
Yo!
As the term goes on, I'm getting increasingly..... haha nvm! anyways, we sooo need a class outing during the hols lor! I mean like SERIOUSLY! lol.. but DUN INVITE TEACHERS! haha oh no now i'm gonna fail all my common tests cos they are marked by our teachers :(
Anyway, you all should start playing vball so when IHC starts, you can perform damn well for ur house! haha quick all the BB ppl come and find me! lol.. we'll win it!! :D
I was tired and so came here to type out some stuff.. haha.. plus my site is down till 2 am.. as in cos xanga are reloacting their servers lor.. lol..
Enjoy the long weekend everyone! I know quite hard to la.. but BE OPTIMISTIC and be happy and be cool.. lol ok i'm talking alot of nonsense now but seriously.. use at least one day of it as a breakkkk!!!!
Stay cool ppl and i'll see you all in 3 days.. Oh and sorry for the zombie likeness in class.. i shall attempt to be less tired.. lol..
Benedict :)
hey ppl, start putting up the links for your blog leh. haha, i'm a bit tired of using blogsearch everytime.
lolx, i think juline's entry is rather amusing. it's great to know that there're still good and righteous people on this earth and that it hasn't been turned into a cesspool of capitalism and utilitarianism, which by the way, i do not buy at all.
but juline, to think you spent FOUR years with only girls. you're so disappointing. you didn't inherit the art of gossipping at all. haha. okay that's rubbish. THAT'S WHY we need a lot of people to gossip mah, then we can know the whole story, from all angles, blow by blow. so next time must join and provide the alternative pov k?
trix dear, i was trying to use emotional blackmailing. haha, but it didn't work. strikeout is the command < s > then you close it with < / s >. and btw, your suggestion abt them spreading out the performing arts is desirable but not practical lar. if some ccas hold their concerts near the end of the year then by then the j2s leave already how?
Gah. Physics SPA did NOT exist. There was never such a thing. What the hell were you talking about?
IHC starting so soon?! ah wellz. will there be a sports day or something?
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
lol i've fixed the template? but dunno what to put in the 'cover' part. -.- have changed it to enable titles, so...
YINRUI! relac~ XD love all the bloodshed tho, nice touch on a relatively lighthearted blog. ^^ hahaha angst and violence is cool! (i qualify,) at times.
haha gossip is fun la, in a relatively harmless way :) if it isn't taken overboard, it can be a rather relaxing pasttime? lol. similarly, blogsurfing leads to many interesting discoveries XD which may or may not be misleading :\ all these combine to make you feel like barbequed pork (as i quote an ogmate), bagua! Xp wish blogger enabled emoticons :X sometimes you just feel inadequate without them, or mebbe its just me.
Anyways, harmoc concert is/was tonight! haha am sure peng2's small group performance rocked the pac! Choir concert tmr, Piano ensemble on saturday, RP production and band concert soon :X sheesh! even if it is performing arts festival, it's not economically viable to hold so many events in the same period of time! For the sake of creating a buzz for arts and culture, which i might add may not be sustained for the rest of the time, they are wrecking people's opportunities to go and watch most of the performances! If not because of financial difficulties, then due to other commitments :X seriously, why can't they spread it out until later... Perhaps, this may be an indirect consequence of the school's desires that all students, including performers, be able to amply cope with the upcoming CTs, which i will not elaborate on because just thinking about it gives me a bloody headache. GRAHH! but good job everyone! though yinrui complains that i didn't go and support any of my classmates' performances in a bid to forcibly coerce me to buy band tix. :X i won't succumb to peer pressure! haha.
Can't believe we are the first to take physics spa... :\ i was thinking about it so much that i typed physics spa instead of harmoc concert in the above para but didnt know how to to put strikethroughs so had to delete :X Btw, how to put strikethroughs? hehe. would be absolutely grateful to anyone who enlightens this ignorant soul. lol :\ i shan't even comment about my intellect. hehz.
Good luck for Physics SPA everyone!
oh and watch out for IHC week XD
haha i think yinrui's post damn funny. i didnt know u were so poetic, yinrui... anyway, i read about the after dance nite (part-)class supper, about pple gossiping. i feel that gossiping is REAL bad, and shld be stopped this instant! gossipers only know one side of the story and end up making false or inaccurate judgements about others, so it's WRONG.....no more GOSSIP! pple going for class outings shld do stuff like play retarded (but fun) games instead... :)
advocate of righteous pple with ramrod-straight backs and stiff upper lips
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
is benjamin going for like every concert or something? not that i'm complaining. good work ben, keep it up! everybody must follow his example.
band concert is coming. buy tickets! it's priced at ONLY $10 for a GREAT night of music and entertainment at the VCH. trust me, you don't want to miss it because it has some correlation with passing all your tests with flying colours, just that the casuality hasn't exactly been defined. but don't worry, i'm working on it!
did anyone actually listen during the civics talk? is there any point to it other than letting us enjoy the air-con for one hour?
hm... what else? oh yar, physics spa on thurs. good luck everyone!
Sunday, May 07, 2006
hello ppl!
haha elections over. our class has been kinda following the whole elections stuff quite closely right.. haha this has been the first year i've been even remotely interested in the elections. stayed up till quite late to watch the results. and today i actually wasted like 1 hr took the effort to indulge in the chinese newspapers to read up on the election results and stuff.
but anyway... dance nite was really nice (: chenggong and mengyuan did a great job! and yepp the supper after that was really fun too :D pity i had to leave half way cos my mum came to pick me up. but yea not that gossiping is good or anything, but haha ok once in a while it's entertaining.
yup shall end off. but yayy it's nice to see so many people participating in this blog. yup. blog more, everyone!
Yo wassup!
haha cool this is the first time blogging in the class blog...anw saw yinrui's entry oso....haha yinrui u damn zai la...tho i dunno why u so pissed over KI....thot it's qutie a cool subject wat...i got in for the KI placement test but gave it up cos i din wanna change class...but ah well anw..
YEAH dance nite was damn cool la!very nice....mable n i were just like...WHOAAA....lol cant imagien the guyz...bet they were drooling all over or sth...:P anw cg n mengyuan, great job! now u can finally have your chocolates n fatty food! hahaha. oh yea anw after tt jianliang, mable, siqian n i had supper at BK...super hilarious...all the reviving of old gossips...plus siqian's random comments...pity we cldnt get all those who went for dance nite to join us....if not even more funny...
ah well...yinrui just inspired me over msn to do sth abt reviving the class blog...lol here are some funny stuff to share:
Women are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree. Most men don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they sometimes take the apples from the ground that aren't as good, but easy.
The apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, they're amazing. They just have to wait for the right man to come along, the one who is brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree.
Now Men... Men are like a fine wine. They begin as grapes, and it's up to women to stomp the shit out of them until they turn into something acceptable to have dinner with.
lol was laughing like hell when i see this...anw got another one....ripped this off my fren's blog...here it is:
A French teacher was explaining to her class that in French, unlike English, nouns are designated as either masculine or feminine. "House" for instance, is feminine - "la maison." "Pencil," however, is masculine "le crayon." A student asked, "What gender is 'computer'?" Instead of giving the answer, the teacher split the class into two groups,male and female, and asked them to decide for themselves whether "computer" should be a masculine or feminine noun. Each group was asked to give four reasons for their recommendation.
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The men's group decided that "computer" should definitely be of the feminine gender ("la computer"), because:
1. No one but their creator understands their internal logic
2. The language they use to communicate with other computers is incomprehensible to everyone else
3. Even the smallest mistakes are stored in long term memory for possible later retrieval; and
4. As soon as you make a commitment to one, you find yourself spending half your paycheck on accessories for it.
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The women's group, however, concluded that computers should be masculine ("le computer"), because:
1. In order to do anything with them, you have to turn them on
2. They have a lot of data but still can't think for themselves
3. They are supposed to help you solve problems, but half the time THEY are the problem;
4. As soon as you commit to one, you realize that if you had waited a little longer, you could have gotten a better model. :) this is the best point by far!
The women won.
haha kk so much for now...yea do tag on the class blog more often!
cya all! (gtg rush my pi reflections and all those crap)
weiyi
YO!
Life has been busy so far and I just read yinrui's entry.. it's really cool haha.. i'm eating melted marshmellows now! :)
Due to my slack nature in academic work, my teachers currently dun like me and rest assured the feeling is mutual :D but then again, i will have to start doing my work cos cts are coming soon.. lol..
Anyway, dance nite rocked! So thanks to cheng gong and meng yuan for the splendid performance haha.. i was in first row la.. and managed to spot them quite quickly..
Tonight will be spent doing PI reflections plus chem tutorial.. Now life will begin to suck.. lol.. i can't believe i packed my stuff today..
This entry actually has no meaning cos i'm rushing it and my mind is quite blank. The class convo rocks and yin rui has some words of wisdom..
I still have medicine to take.. stupid cough.. for those who've been reading my blog, will know that i have some stupid cough that may end up in me going for an xray soon to check my lungs for infection.. and if i actually have to do that, it may rule me out of ccal camp which sucksss and rite now i can't really train which is baddd.. haha.. i think i'm whining..
We should have a class party soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Book chalet someone!!!! or we go someone's house!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
benedict :)
Some interesting/meaningful poems that I came across...
Please do not deplore yourself.
Even if the world does not forgive, I will forgive you.
Please do not deplore yourself.
Even if you do not forgive the world, I will forgive you.
So please tell me.
What will it take for you, to forgive me?
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I cannot quench your thirst
Because even if you yearn for the truth, you refuse to believe in it.
I cannot quench your thirst
Because no such truth exists that you are in anticipation for.
But I still want to quench your thirst.
Because I am the one that put you into the desert.
Friday, May 05, 2006
Is it just me or can't we write titles anymore?
Whoever SAID girls are meant to be more sentimental should go kill himself and screw himself TEN TIMES OVER.
Because he hit the NAIL on the HEAD and it's not even funny the way I want to rip my heart out and step on it and reduce it to a bloody puddle of flesh and blood and watch the red sip into the ground and taste the coppery tang in the air and it's always NOT ENOUGH because we always want MORE MORE MORE and everyone is telling me no no no and all I want to do is punch their faces and scream at them to stop screaming and did I mention the blood?
Blood is always good. Especially in huge doses and spilled all over the ground or running in rivulets down your throat or spine or ANYWHERE where the skin is smooth and white and oh so tempting to just bite down and chew through the bones because that will always give the LOVELY crunchy sound and you can't ever seem to stop because everything is spinning so fast so far and out of your reach even when you're trying your damnest to hold on to something solid.
Fuck the world. It's such a shitty place with a whole load of shitty people and I am the shittiest of all.
It sucks when you're having hormonal imbalance and I don't even KNOW the reason WHY.
Because it hurts and I want to lash out and hurt someone but it's all turned inwards because girls are meant to be sentimental, remember? Go fuck a tree.
KI is messing me up so much that I just want to drop it and take GP like everyone else but what's the fucking point when I've come so far and done so much?
People who know what they are doing and where they are going, I hate them.
Sorry to shatter any illusions but girls do swear. A lot.
Sorry for this... angry post but I want this to be a blog where people are not afraid to talk anything.
Just remembered that today is supposed to be dance night. Good luck to meng yuan and cheng gong! I'm sure you'll be able to wow the audience and everyone will fall in love with the dancers because they're so pretty and so cool and so good and at the end of it all everyone will be happy and satisfied and stars will fall from the sky and everyone will make wishes upon the falling stars.
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
hello ppl! math and physics tests are over! (:
we only have physics spa and GP common tests left for this term. which is good yea?
anyway chinese is quite entertaining. the teacher is quite cute. everyone should consider crashing chinese class once in a while. ok la it's verya little sian after awhile. but our dear S06S classmates in the chinese class make the lessons super entertaining. (:
anyway there's holiday again next friday (: i'm so happy! haha i find myself counting down to holidays alot. which is a bad sign. it just shows how much of a slacker i am. haha.
alrite nites everyone and god bless (: (i'm in a very happy and smiley mood as you can all see. haha.)
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